Sunrise

The storm has been weathered. The pain has been chewed up and spat out. My days have gotten easier and my attention has shifted into other parts yet in the same area. Completely unexpected and not fully understood just yet. Don't know if I'm the only person feeling the way I'm feeling or what, haha too timid to ask. Too soon to tell. So I'm gonna let time do it's thang.

Another Day

It's just another day. She wants nothing to do with me. What can I say to that? I guess nothing. She's gone too deep with dude...who's just a fake ass sucka all around...but if she wants to make that mistake I'm not gonna hold her. It's so hard because her being there as a friend to talk to on a daily basis really helped me out. Now as I have to deal cold turkey from this woman, I have to learn to be alone again. I have to surround myself with the people that love me the most. I can't do nothing about it but continue to better myself and my life. I'm never going to stop loving her. And if my first love, my world decides to come back...it will be another day.

Hope x Patience

Things have taken a slight turn. She says she still feels the same way, but I got a feeling that I need to keep fighting for what I want. I'm not saying it's gonna happen overnight, but I'm willing to put up a fight for Love. Patience is a virtue, time won't hurt you, it can only heal. But I hope she comes to her senses.