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These last few weeks have been so distasteful. Wondering when life will throw me something sweet.

PURSUIT of Happiness.

Like how Will Smith put it into perspective, the pursuit of happiness. Will I ever attain it? Or will I just continue to participate in the ongoing pursuit of everyone's ultimate desire. I hope that we all know to not sweat the bumps in the road, but to just keep pushing towards the destination.

Want/Need

For the most part the days have become easier. But most days I have that feeling where I just miss having a woman. I can't determine whether or not it's a want or a need. Hah I just miss late night phone conversations, good morning/night texts, all that shit. And I always seem to want what I can't have.

Shadows in the Sunshine

Even when things are going good, there's always something wrong parallel with it. I got all these hopes but should I keep pushing for what I want or should I just stand down. I can't even sketch an idea of what's going on.