Heart on a string

I'm going to give you my heart, don't hurt it...

Release Therapy

Tonight I snapped. I've had so much bullshit happen lately just one thing after another. I have no one I can talk to about everything. No one who will just hear me out. I'm in this shit alone. Worst feeling around.

Hope

Hope is undeniably, an uplifting feeling. But just like everything else, it has its price. There's a fifty fifty chance of your hopes actuallly prevailing or getting smashed into shattered pieces. Pieces which cut at your heart and which ultimately leave you, disappointed. So with that being said, those who like to gamble; hope.

the disadvantage of advantages

i feel that i've invested unnecessary time, money, love and effort. i was supposed to be that person. but i'm not. call it fake? nah. call it choosin? nah, it's a mistake i've brought upon myself. the selflessness that i could've gave to someone who actually appreciated what i've done. i'm a stepping stone to your self fulfillment. maybe i'm trippen, maybe i'm not. but believe me when i say, no more mister nice guy.

new year, same shit

time has passed. damn near four months. i should be fine, but i'm not. i should have high hopes, but i'm at an all time low. never felt such a painful feeling of regret.